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Never ending treadmill

July 9th, 2012 at 09:21 pm

After hitting my bump in the road a few weeks ago, I thought that I would have recovered by now. Not sure why....but I haven't. I feel stuck on a treadmill....that never stops or slows down. My finances feel completely out of whack. How is this? My slip up wasn't that bad, but somehow it has made me feel lost. I've spent money for no good reason - and I don't do that. My budget is nowhere near balanced. How did that happen? I'm losing sleep over it and lost a lot of focus. I go to sit down and look at it all, but its like my brain has been treated like a slurpee and someone sucked all the matter out. Ugh. Beyond these feelings, I have made the decision that I am going to have to get another job. I did it to pay for our wedding. I did it to help pay for our house. So I am just going to have to do it to pay for our extras (Mainly siding for our fixer upper house). How will it work? I don't know. My goal is to work 3 days at the beginning of the week so I still have time on the weekend to do the accounting and paperwork for our own business, work there if I need to, and keep up with the house. I just need the treadmill to stop.

2 Responses to “Never ending treadmill”

  1. patientsaver Says:
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    I certainly understand your feeling like you're on a treadmill.

  2. ThriftoRama Says:
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    I feel exactly the same way right now. Overwhelmed and out of focus, knowing things need to change, but just barrelling ahead until a solution can be found. Just keep trudging forward. it won't last forever.

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