Sometimes I feel like we are really coasting along. And some days I just feel lost and deflated. I guess that is where I am at today. Sadly, I think my debt payoff will be pushed on until next month. Even then it will be close. I am still looking for extra money, but its hard. I don't know if I can do another PT job. I already work FT and I do work for our own business, so I would consider that my part time job. But I just don't feel like we can get ahead. And the lighting/electronic wipeout has not helped. I would still love to do personal chef work, but I can't spend the money to test recipes. Maybe I can do a little at a time, but that isn't an easy money maker. Maybe I just need to Suck it Up and work another 15 hours a week somewhere? 40 hours FT/ 10 hours PT - our business/ 15 hours PT somewhere. 65 hour workweek. Is it worth it? Some weeks it would be 70 - 75. Depending on my FT job.
And my husband is in a funk too. He works a lot. Its been hot and he can't enjoy the outdoors or work in his garage. Having employees is hard on him sometimes....having to be in charge and having people take advantage of him. And this electronic thing is a real bummer for him. I feel like we need a break, or a vacation, or something. But no money or time right now.
Ok I'm done. I can't ride this pity train any longer....jeez. But surely yall can see my frustration. (Even if I am the root of the problem.)
Somewhat defeated and deflated
September 11th, 2014 at 08:24 pm
September 11th, 2014 at 08:29 pm 1410467347
Recognizing where you are psychologically and financially can be frustrating. I spent a lot of time wasted worrying about "what if" situations. Maybe try to go and do something locally this weekend - if you can - and enjoy the weather.
Take care of yourself. You've got debt. Plenty of people do. Try to enjoy yourself. (hugs)
September 11th, 2014 at 11:16 pm 1410477389
My very best problem solver is to go for a brisk walk but it's icy, sidewalks are blocked, the dog gets ice balls between his pads and the salt spread to melt snow sting him. I needed some good endomorphs so the condo has been cleaned like spring, walls vacuumed, baseboards washed, mirrors steamed etc.
September 12th, 2014 at 01:33 am 1410485631
Does your part time business bring in good money? Is it costing you more than you earn? Some businesses, and often many small businesses don't make money. If it is making money, great! If not, is there anything you can turn it around, or the really hard question, is it time to be done being in business?
Try to find a way to celebrate where you are even if it is in the same place. Staying the same or moving forward is better than moving backwards. You won't regret moving forward, but you will regret not doing anything.
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Volunteering for yourself is not a healthy situation to be in. It means the business is not doing well enough.
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